The Cock of Consciousness is your Birthright

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Kate : Can you just say a bit more about the cock of consciousness? Because that's such a beautiful phrase. And like, what does that mean? 

Speed: I don't know if David Deida coined it, but he certainly uses it, and our teacher, John Wineland, does as well.  

And there is, there is in my lower body, and I think a lot of men feel this, and actually women can feel it too. This is not gendered, but it is within the masculine-feminine of things, because we all have both, just in different degrees. And we can talk about that.

There is a thrust that I feel deep down, sort of around the base of my cock, that I like to think is penetrative, or what I feel (it's not a thinking) is penetrative and full of love. And as this energy of "Love Fuck", how do I deliver love fuck into the world? How do I love the world open with my fuck? And how do I fuck the world open with my love? And it has a feeling that is down in kind of in the first and second chakras, and it's quite big and wide, and one can feel it. I can feel it as like a cock coming out of my lower body that I can I can only wield for the good of love. I cannot actually use the cock of consciousness for a non-consensual taking. I can use it for a consensual taking, and I can use it to like, liberate love in the world.

And what happens is that when I'm in touch with that, I am actually in, my awareness is in the lower part of my body, and therefore I will occur to other people as being grounded and also potentially, like, in a beautiful way, pinned, right? Like, I've got you. I hope this is not too esoteric for your listeners. Yeah. I mean it's a sophisticated conversation here.

Kate: Yeah. I mean, these are, these are energetic, like, principles that we practice through the body. And so when you're practicing them through the body, it, it makes sense, and then as a concept. So it's like, it's, it's like, oh, what? Like, it's hard for the brain to get around, but hopefully, like, even just your, you know, the transmission of the way that you're talking about it. Even, you know, like, maybe just in the way that we like how Speed is speaking, how I'm speaking, you get to like sense through your body, the flavours of of what the masculine and the feminine are.

Like, Speed is a deeply embodied man and the way that he's transmitting, the way that he's speaking. He, I believe he is speaking with his cock of consciousness in this moment. He is penetrating the room. He is bringing his wisdom, his clarity. And so like to feel that, you know, and I think what you're speaking about is very much still like the cutting edge of men's work.

Because you know what's happened. What I see has happened to men is men is men have become very feminized, Vere to become palpable and acceptable. And so this quality of the cock of consciousness is quality of penetrating and doing that with consciousness. Because, like you said, like you can't wield the cock of consciousness from unconsciousness. It's like because that you know, you'd be doing, you'd be in the distortion of the masculine, which is what everybody is fearing. And I think what the layers of what men have to go through is removing that layer of distortion of like the ways that you've penetrated from unconsciousness, to be able to reclaim the capacity to penetrate from consciousness, and so the capacity to, you know, like, I can correlate it to the women's journey, but to go through those shame layers and those fear layers of like, really, like removing the distortion, so you can actually come to the pure essence and the pure life-giving, life-affirming, expression of what it means to penetrate from the masculine and actually, like how much the world is needing masculine penetration from the cock of consciousness, and how actually women are starving for that kind of embodiment.

So I mean, there's not a question what I'm saying. I'm just kind of like, like riffing on on, you know, what's emerging for me is, like, this quality of of masculine presence and capacity to penetrate with consciousness is a rare and needed quality.

Speed : And trainable

Kate : And trainable and, and, yeah, totally trainable. Say more about how it's trainable.

Speed : Yeah, nobody taught us and, and it's there. I have just seen it too many times not to believe that it's an embodied birthright that were we still hunter gatherers in the forest on the Savannah, using our every fibre of our being to hunt and love and dance and fuck, it would just be there anyway. You wouldn't need to train to it. It's just part of what it is to be a human being.

We've lost it. I don't want to geek-out too much, but I it's one of my favourite subjects. Like we lost it in the invention of agriculture. We've lost it in the Age of Reason, in the enlightenment, where it's like super privileged the thinking mind and de-privilege the body. And then as men, we really lost it in the industrial revolution, where fathers were pulled away from boys and sent to work as widgets for 16 hours a day, seven days a week in factories and came home drunk and angry.

And so what I teach my guys is this is already in you. Let me just help you find it in your body and through breath work, Qigong, yoga, and in particular, the mirror-neurones of other men. It's trainable. We can find it through practice.

Practice is important too. Like it's not just like a weekend workshop kind of thing. It's actually trusting the process and and I had a guy not too long ago who I had really tuning into his second chakra to feel what was there. And he did the embodiment practice, like a Kundalini Sufi grind. He was doing a sort of like grinding his his perineum into the chair and twirling like making a circle out of his lower dantian, his second chakra, and he felt nothing, and he felt nothing, and he felt nothing. He felt nothing, and he felt nothing, and he felt nothing, but he stuck with it. And then I got a voice memo from him at about day 16, where he's like :  "I found it. I felt it, yes! " And he wouldn't have gotten there without those 16 days of feeling nothing.